Like the stone, my "end point" decision.

Just like the stone that i held it so tightly ,
It is no longer with me anymore,
It is somewhere out of my sight,
Somewhere out of my mind,
Somewhere out of my heart.

A true farewell, I bid to you,
Although I am really reluctant,
I have to do so, because this is my only choice.

The pictures of different imaginary situation keep playing in my mind,
If only if...But...
HEY!!!!! Wake up!
Stop engrossing yourself in the unreal world!

Put my hand over the heart,
Observe it, feel it, touch it.
Yeaa, I am still alive,
Life is still going on;
My heart still fast beating.

Back to reality, nothing has changed.
What had happened remains happened,
There is no turning back, no looking back.

So, please be mindful enough.
Live at the present moment as you breath.
Let bygone be bygone.
Time is a good healer, you said,
So, is time to wake up,
What was hurt before should have recovered by now.
There is no excuse anymore for me,
You, like the stone, now no where in my mind.
I had made my decision, no regret!

Instead, see the great way waiting for you in front.
Continuing a beautiful life of my own choice,
Realising my dream as a successful doctor and pediatrician.
All these need the very much effort from right now.

Jia you ar!
In life, when there is a loss, there will be a gain,
In a form that you may not aware of.
Always not to forget,
Life is treating me so well.
I should be contented enough, rather that keep holding to something had lost,
SO,
Smile to my life,
Smile to the world~

May all beings be well and happy~

This is the reason why I am here,
My main FOCUS is to try my very best,
To prepare myself , from knowledge and altitude aspect,
on how become a successful doctor.
=)

This picture was taken just before i depart to India.
Just to remind you not to forget the dream.
Study well.
=)