Like the stone, my "end point" decision.

Just like the stone that i held it so tightly ,
It is no longer with me anymore,
It is somewhere out of my sight,
Somewhere out of my mind,
Somewhere out of my heart.

A true farewell, I bid to you,
Although I am really reluctant,
I have to do so, because this is my only choice.

The pictures of different imaginary situation keep playing in my mind,
If only if...But...
HEY!!!!! Wake up!
Stop engrossing yourself in the unreal world!

Put my hand over the heart,
Observe it, feel it, touch it.
Yeaa, I am still alive,
Life is still going on;
My heart still fast beating.

Back to reality, nothing has changed.
What had happened remains happened,
There is no turning back, no looking back.

So, please be mindful enough.
Live at the present moment as you breath.
Let bygone be bygone.
Time is a good healer, you said,
So, is time to wake up,
What was hurt before should have recovered by now.
There is no excuse anymore for me,
You, like the stone, now no where in my mind.
I had made my decision, no regret!

Instead, see the great way waiting for you in front.
Continuing a beautiful life of my own choice,
Realising my dream as a successful doctor and pediatrician.
All these need the very much effort from right now.

Jia you ar!
In life, when there is a loss, there will be a gain,
In a form that you may not aware of.
Always not to forget,
Life is treating me so well.
I should be contented enough, rather that keep holding to something had lost,
SO,
Smile to my life,
Smile to the world~

May all beings be well and happy~

This is the reason why I am here,
My main FOCUS is to try my very best,
To prepare myself , from knowledge and altitude aspect,
on how become a successful doctor.
=)

This picture was taken just before i depart to India.
Just to remind you not to forget the dream.
Study well.
=)

吃素的名人

他们都是我打从心里敬佩的。不管是什么原因，就是那个不吃肉的动作，都让我感动~

~Sharing from Fb~

Kind reminders to your heart, Clin. =)

记得感恩，
就会记得自己真的很幸福；
有爱惜我们的父母
和许多真心的朋友
又怎能为了已经发生的事情
而让自己忘了感恩原本拥有的幸福呢？

用小孩的眼光看世界,你可以体验纯真,
就像小孩对待小动物的温柔一样.
用佛陀的眼光看世间,你可以感受慈悲,
就像佛陀对一切众生一样.
用父母的眼光看事情,你可以学习包容,
就像任何一个父母对孩子的付出一样.
凡事换个角度看事情,你可以看到每一个人的善良.
世界真的很美好.

幸福，不在于物质的富有，不在于失去的多或少，在于心灵的快乐~
生命再长，也不过百多年，
即使生命短暂，人要是过得幸福满足，也是一种灿烂.

You, should take a turn

Something is inside,

Neither me nor people can see it,

Is a feeling, which I so so scare of it coming to me.

Something that was so familiar a long time ago.

Nope, it is not really same for this time. 

How I can able to get rid of you,  the feeling?

I looked very fine, should be very fine, 

Even I think I am fine, but am I really fine?
I am confused.

Luckily, I have found a place, 

For me to be away from the thought and to focus
at least when I need to study,

I still can keep my emotion in check, I am confident.

Ya, I am. Stop going round and round around the problem.
Go for something meaningful to do in life.

Listen to your heart

And when good thing comes in, bad thought will go away, 

That is my principle, always, isn't it? 

So, since you know what to do, please take the step, 

give yourself a chance, to free you from the negative thoughts

And fill it with positive thinking.

Whatever it is, take it easy,

Impermanence, that is the truth of Life.

随心，随性，随缘吧！

Here I share with you the Buddha taught, 

Peace comes from within, do not seek it without. 

~ May you be well and happy.

惜福

来到印度后，看见了许多许多其他人 人生的不完美

一些人，打从出生娘胎以来，就认定自己等级低于别人

很多人，瘦骨如柴，两只脚都比狗的脚来的瘦

在大热天，就有好几个老太婆，在路边拔草

教授一出门，又有两三个老太婆进来来擦黑板

晚上，还会看到清洁工人们坐在放门外，

希望会有人会开门让他们打扫，

这一些画面是我以前无法想象的，

那么简单的工作却请来那么多人，

除了薪水不贵，更重要的是为了制造工作机会，

让这些没有学历的人民可以有一餐温饱

他们，难道就没有翻身的机会？

没错，教育可以改变，

但是，教育的经费呢？教育重要性的意识呢？

是不是一旦出生在一个环境里，就注定了一生会走的路，

早就可以预知一生的命运是如何？

他们的人生，我看是心疼，

他们自己本身又是怎么想呢？

过去，我常常羡慕人家这个好哪个好，

对于自己没有的却是一直耿耿于怀。

来到这里，发现更容易知足了，

对于吃得，穿的。

有时后吃太贵还会觉得内疚，因为我的一餐，

也许是其他人一家人的一天的开销了

所以，珍惜现在拥有的吧！

缺失的那一部分，虽不可爱，但也要豁达地接受它。

没有一个人的人生是完美无缺的。

我们正在抱怨的人生，

正是如多人发梦羡慕也无法获得的。

惜福把，这得来不易的人生。=）